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Name :cil aka pinkiceimuts .
B-day : 25 November 1984
Occupation : Dreamer, Project Coordinator, Housing Agent
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

apakah sebegitu sulit untuk mencintai dan dicintai ?
mengapa perasaan tak pernah bertemu di tengah
mengapa getar itu tak terasa

mungkin benar kata mereka
bahwa saat ini belum saatnya

karena tak ada keyakinan
yang ada hanya keraguan

ketika yang lain sibuk bergandengan
aku di sini sibuk merenung
ketika merkea berkasih kasihan
aku disini bertanya tanya

tanya mengapa tak terjawab

mengapa untuk memiliki perasaan suka sebegitu sulitnya
mengapa tak bisa diriku membalas apa yang telah kauberi

satu demi satu berguguran
umur bertambah hati rasanya telah mati

apakah sebegitu sulitnya untuk kembali mencinta?



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9:42 AM




Sunday, June 21, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

it has been so long didnt blog..

yesterday i really want to end up a past.. and start a new day =)

i will cut my crossstich i swear.. ! let the past be the past
never regret.. and always thankfull cos everything happen with a good reason ..

believe that you will end up with someone better than me..l so am I =p

hehe =) jiayou !!

i will post my cross stich cut!! will really do...

i never finish it.. hope someday i will end up with you and i can continue to make it for you .. but yesterday .. i took decision to end all of these..
it will be so stupid to giving up other person who really into me than always remember about you ..
probably im not good enough to make a korean tv drama stories where the girl alaways waiting for love..
i'd rather find someone who really into me .. than waiting for you ..

is it?

yup =) i want .. i want to add some colour in my life.. give the best to the people i loved. .. and for my self of course

cos i deserved .. so you are =)



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10:08 AM




Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

After 1,6 months travelled and learned English in OZ.. its very hard to be back in normal life. I'm not sure if my English already Improve a lot but I hope so.

Australia is gave me a lot of memories.. a lot of new friends.. a lot of good experience.. learning life and to be more open minded..

I really miss all of them in Australia ,Jazz n Cath Lai .. who always be there whenever I need her.. Lin , Una , Charlotte, 3 cute girl from Taiwan , who really care and nice to me.. Dan who always bring me jalan2 in Brisbane.. James, Cometha, Vivi, Fifi and Nia.. and Jess!!! OMG i miss you Jess!!!!!!!
I really apprecaite the friendship with you guys..

There is to many pict to post here, so i put all of them in facebook .. sorry if you dont have facebook you need to create it then =p

anyway .. back in singapore is quite hard after long holiday I didnt get use to the weather ( very very hot..)
and Singapore is very busy and individualistic..
I miss people said How are you .. I missto talk more..

Its like very different city ... iks.. i miss OZ

Anyway .. back in Singapore there is a lot of things happen .. Im doing full time property at the moment and I feel that I can doing well.. but need 2 months more to prepare myself
I always believe destiny is always in your own hand ( and plus bless as well )
so ya.. i just doing everything that I can do now..

I just being told my mom got bad backache and its really bothering me..
I really hope she is not always thinking about her sickness instead being more healthy and more fun..

I really want to become more wealthy so I can give more to my family as well..

I just simply want to be a better person cherish everything and change to become a better me..



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10:12 AM




Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

i'm missing OZ sooo much .. iks iks.. i want to go back there.. stay in tetel's place again



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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

hi there!!

It was my second day in Brisbane, I was quite happy because I have a lot of time for my self, I don't need to think too much and what I really need to do is only to study and have fun .. =)

Yesterday my flight was dealyed , I arrived in Brisbane around 8.20 instead of 6.50 and because of that I also reached quite late in the school. tHE TRAVEL BRING ME " TOUR " AROUND TE CITY BEFORE FINNALY DROP ME IN THE SCHOOL ...

fiuuh .. there i no porter like when you reached hotel in Jakarta or other city in Bandung whom will carry your things and what you need is only give them a tip . But not in here
the mansion reception is not as friendly as I thought .. and just yaiks...
Ok.. then after blablablabla.... she gave me my key and finnaly I go up to my room ( note: there is no one to send me upstair )
I open my room and I GOT SHOCKED!! BECAUSE MY ROOM IS WITHOUT AIRCON !!!!!!!!!!
my goodness..
hiks i feel so terrible instead

then after that I went to the college reception , they asked me to do my test and then finnaly they put me on the highest level haha .. not bad ah ..

look around for food and get shocked, my lunch cost me 8 bucks? which in singapore will get a good things , here only will get like am usual canteen food.. omg
SO I WAS SITTING ALONE.. LOOKING AROUND AND FOUND I JUST ALONE ...
then went to my first class.. it taught us about australian slank :

ex: prang = car accident ( what is the relation excuse me?? )
dunny = toilet
coldie= beer
prezie = gift

but the person there is ok .. I only met some which is quite friendly..
hmm...and then i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sleepy .. AO i WAS SLEEPING IN THE CLASS ... upsssss

after the clas i decide tolook for international marketing , which I believe will help me to seetle down .. and I was make a good decision .. she is a really nice person =D

she is really nice person indeed she bring me around , explain a bit here and there, make me just feel better....
and in the nite.. meet Dan , actually I was complaining cos he asked me to brought some of his stuff which is quite a lot ( and make me hard to pakec some of my stuff)

, but when he came and bring me around its just feel nice cos Im not alone.. and he really help me to seetle down , brought the SIM card and connector for me .. and take me to dinner with his friends.. after that explain here and there a bit..

anyway the weather is nice... indeed I saw a lot of stars yesterday nite... its just gave me a nice felling, cos remind me about my city in Indonesia hoho

ahh... just feel its rite.. ( excpet the accomodation may be i just need to change become homestay instead room only )



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Monday, March 9, 2009

Dear Diary ♥


My schedule for this week hehe .. so many discount .. must work hard so gan go shopping..
im considering to buy a small laptop ,, probably easier to bring whereever I go
anyway want to buy a book for event management just curious .. howit should be =)
anyway .. wat an exciting life..
hehe ^^V



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Monday, February 23, 2009

Dear Diary ♥

hm..

such a "weird" day .. i just think that.. different language cannot be work in a "real"ationship.. isn't it ?

anyway .. is that something wrong with me??
hhhh

long day long day ..



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11:29 AM